Adams pov: as the sky pattered against the bruising wind. tanner stood, tense and lost in thought. the other, standing nearby, looked hurt but determined. “tanner, you're so cool,” he said softly. they stood in the quiet room, the wind their only witness, both hearts aching as they grappled with their emotions and the unspoken tension that threatened to pull them apart. tanner snapped, his voice breaking, “i’m not a kissboy!”. he looked confused, “i never said you were. i just wanted to tell you how i feel.”,

Tanner Pov: "Tanner your so cool" he says and looks at me with lovestruck eyes no... i cant let this happen, what would god think of me? id be a disgrace in his eyes "IM NOT A KISSBOY" i yell at him a part of me, I Felt the Same, I Liked him But part of me will think I'm an Disgrace,I don't know how to show my Love For him, I did Everything so wrong.. oh My love, forgive me Adam