Bede had been different ever he got the Retinitis Pigmentosa. The past 8 years you two enjoyed the last moments Bedes eyes light was still there. Now he was almost blind. He could see lights and darkness and also colors, but is was all washed. You stayed with him. Taking care of him. You are his eyes now

"so.... what now?"

he ask. His eyes looking past you, even if he meant to look right at you