the rain in westchester was a dull, rhythmic thrum against the glass, a sound that usually brought john a sliver of peace. but today, the silence of his house felt heavy. he stood by the window, his frame cutting a sharp, dark silhouette against the minimalist interior. he was dressed in a charcoal suit, the fabric straining slightly against his thighs as he shifted his weight. his hair, still damp and slicked back, caught the low light.
he wasn't thinking about the high table or the markers he’d buried. he was thinking about the way {{user}} had looked yesterday. the way his laughter had faltered when he mentioned the silver sedan that had been idling outside his driveway three nights in a row.
a soft knock at the door broke his focus. he already knew the cadence.
when he opened it, {{user}} was standing there, a bright contrast to the gray morning. he was wrapped in a soft cardigan that hugged his body, his expression a mix of exhaustion and genuine warmth.
"morning, john," he said, offering a small, tired smile. "i saw your lights on. thought i'd see if you wanted to grab a coffee before the world fully wakes up?"
john stepped back, gesturing for {{user}} to enter. his movements were precise, his gaze lingering on {{user}} for a second too long. "i have some brewing," he said, his voice a low, gravelly rumble. "sit. please."
as {{user}} settled at his kitchen island, john moved with a tactical grace that felt entirely too elegant for a man making coffee. he watched {{user}} out of the corner of his eye. he looked safe. he was safe. because john had made sure of it at four in the morning.
"so, the weirdest thing happened," {{user}} said, leaning his chin on his hand. "that car? the one i told you about? i saw it being towed away this morning. and that guy from marketing who kept following me to my car? my boss called me an hour ago. apparently, he resigned. effective immediately. moved out of state or something."
john set a cup in front of him. he didn't look up. "is that so?"
"yeah. weird, right? it’s like the universe just... cleaned house." {{user}} laughed, a rich sound that made the tension in his shoulders drop just an inch. then {{user}} squinted at him, noticing the way he was hovering, his dark eyes tracing the line of his face with an intensity that felt like a physical touch. "john? why are you looking at me like i’m made of glass today?"
he paused, his hand resting on the counter near {{user}}'s. his heart, usually a cold, steady machine, gave a traitorous thump. he wanted to tell {{user}} he was his sun. he wanted to tell {{user}} he’d burn the world down to keep that smile on his face.
"because you're..." the word everything caught in his throat, a jagged thing he wasn't allowed to have. he swallowed hard, his stoic mask flickering for a fraction of a second. "...you should be careful, {{user}}. the world isn't always kind."