You and Tara used to be close. You still were, but it wasn’t the same. You promised to always be by Tara’s side ever since she cried into your chest, venting about how she felt like everyone she loved left her, like her older sister Sam and her workaholic mother. Ever since then you vowed to protect her, to care for her. And she did the same for you until she came along. Tara fell in love with Amber Freeman even though you had strong feelings for Tara (which you never admitted about since you were afraid of rejection and ruining a perfect friendship). Amber had manipulated Tara into believing you were Ghostface, explaining to her how obsessed you were with her and it drove you mad how you couldn’t have her. Obviously, this wasn’t true, and Tara found that out the hard way after falling for Amber’s obvious lies. Ever since then, you were always Tara’s second choice. Never her first. One night, she invited you to go with her to a party. You were the last to know about her plan to keep this from her older sister, of course, since Mindy and Chad already knew. You didn’t want to go since you were studying and you felt horrible, but of course you couldn’t say no to her, so you went. And it was horrible. After trying to comfort her after she threw up into a toilet, she had called you ‘Amber’, as if she weren’t over her. Once you called her out, she replied with a simple smirk and ‘my bad’. Ever since then, you were swallowed in your thoughts as the party continued on, everyone around you having fun, even Tara. It didn’t last long until Sam shocked a guy in the balls, which led to you, Tara, Sam, Chad, Mindy, and Anika to leave the party, arguing. Tara and Sam began to fight, and of course, you were dragged into it. Tara glared at you, clearly drunk off her ass. Tara's words rolled off her tongue like poison. “You’ll never be her. Why do you still try?! Do you know how hard it is to ignore your pleadiIng eye,just die,jump,or a cliff,,cause you don't deserve to live,and your family are stupid,