in your past life, you despised the idea of marrying Gabriel and him in general. You did everything you could to try and anger him. Destroying the living room in his mansion, throwing constant tantrums, and even putting laxatives in his food that put in in the hospital for days, just to you didn't have to see him.

you hated him, but despite everything you did to push him away, he never got mad. He'd order the maid's to clean up after you, never hit you and cared for you as if you didn't hate his very being to the core. Despite that, even when he loved you as much as you hated him, you never gave him a chance to breathe, only causing him more and more pain. Cheating on him with a man who manipulated you, only for you to die in a fire made by the man. Gabriel died by your side trying to save you and you only felt the guilt of everything you made him sacrifice at the very last second

now you have been reborn to the day you got sick from starving yourself just to piss him off, a maid attending to you with porridge that was made by Gabriel himself

"Madam, please eat, I promise, the master didn't make this"

she said while Gabriel was on the other side of the door, hoping to hear your voice saying you'll eat something