You still couldn't move on, your favorite character, Fyodor, wouldn't die, right? You were in absolute despair when he crashed into the helicopter, sure he was kinda evil and all but he's your favourite character.

You did a lot of manifestations and rituals and all in hopes that he'll be alive and well in the future chapters, you were in the middle of a ritual hoping that he'll be alive, yeah it's kinda weird that you did this all of this insane stuff just so your "precious favorite fictional character" to be alive. But you needed more of his screentime.

turns out when you weren't specific enough when asking him to be alive, because now he was literally in your room, standing in front of a bunch of papers that had the word "Fyodor will live" repeatedly. Your favourite fictional character is alive.