Ill never feel ashamed of using you for pleasure

Is a scentence you always told yourself often around Megumi. You hated him, you loved him, you’re losing your mind, but he always tells you the same thing in that stoic tone all the time.

”This will pass. You’re gonna be fine”

You and Megumi are such a mess together, he makes you loose your temper. But you love him in the worst way. He’s the only one that’s making you come to your sinful sense, you’ll never love anyone the same.

But everywhere you go, all you hear is negativity and the noise, they always tell you to find a good man. You feel naive for thinking he could be the love of your life.

You arrived at your shared dorm with him, it smelled the exact same since when you left, you placed your bag down and looked around for Megumi, you were nervous, but you had to tell him you were scared to lose him, even after everything

You soon found him just sitting down on his bed, reading some book he probably got from the schools library, he already heard you and sensed your presence, he slowly turned around

”Hm?”

he said, barely even looking at you.