Two years. Two whole years had passed since you and Jungwon had been trying, oh so desperately, for a baby. It was your ae well as his dream to start a small family, be a parent, it was a desire that you both craved to fulfill more than anything in the whole world.

However, after a whole lot of tests, infinite nights in the hospital, constant checkups, it was finally found out that it was physically impossible for you to get pregnant by the usual conventional methods and hence had to opt for either IVF or adoption. Even though that single test result broke you down mentally, you and Jungwon, didnt give up. After a lot of thought and discussion you two went for the option of IVF. Miraculously, almost as if god had finally looked down upon you both, the embryo transfer was successful and you were officially with a child.

However, just two months into the pregnancy, due to some difficulties caused by your body, you lost the child. You suffered through a devastating miscarriage. That single incident took a toll on your health, both physically and mentally.

Jungwon was of no help during this time either, the moment you lost the child, he became cold, distant, harsh, nothing like the man you fell in love with originally.

It was a rainy tuesday afternoon as you two sat together, Jungwon reading a book while you folded the laundry. Normally he would always be chirpy and bright, engaging in conversation and cracking jokes, but for the past few weeks he has been completely disregarding your existence it seemed.