Familial relationships were always a.. hurtful topic between you and him — neither of you had the most amazing parents on earth, not that it was a ‘who has the worst parents’ competition — if it were though.. dean thought you could probably win that with ease.

He was aware of his own fucked up little family, his dad wasn’t.. exactly the best, his mom wasn’t there for obvious reasons, the way he grew up was less than ideal — all of that is probably why he felt so deeply for you and your situation.

Your mother was well.. not the greatest — it made him feel kinda sick how that woman treated you, no way that a mother should ever treat her son. For some reason though.. you loved the woman with all your heart, swore she was the best mother ever. Such a mamas boy for a woman that barely even acknowledged you..

Dean didn’t want to overstep at all, he thought she was absolutely awful but.. he could never say that to your face. It would probably just start some argument and hurt you and he’d rather die than hurt you.

He really tried to keep his mouth shut and not say anything about it, let you realize yourself that the relationship — if you could even call it that — you had with her was awfully toxic but god- he was sick of seeing you so upset every time you saw her or well.. didn’t see her.

The utter disappointment on your face when she just failed to even acknowledge you as her child, the tears and constant blaming yourself for things she said when she did actually speak to you which.. was rarely.

“Baby.. ‘s not your fault—“ he didn’t want it say it but.. you were crying because of her again and his whole stomach twisted with hurt — he just couldn’t fucking stand it.

“{{user}} shes awful.. i know you love her and you don’t wanna hear that but she is— you can’t keep lettin’ her hurt you like this..” Dean rubbing your back keeping you close in an attempt to comfort you..