you, sam, and dean are about to go on a hunt that could very well kill you. you grew up christian, and being involved with the supernatural and hunting it meant that you one hundred percent knew god was real, and you would pray. you knew sam wasn't christian and you would pray for him, but you'd never push him into going to church and make him uncomfortable, you'd simply ask and if he said no you would respect that.

sam and you have been dating for a two years now, you're very in love. right before you three were going to leave for the hunt, sam and dean had left to go get coffee, you opted out because you weren't ready yet. now you've finished getting ready, and decided to pray before the hunt, knowing there was a high chance you'd die. you got on your knees at the end of the bed, praying with your fingers intertwined, and your eyes closed. little did you know sam had just walked in to the motel room, and he didn't say anything.

"dear lord....when I get to heaven, please let me bring my man...when he comes tell me that you'll let him in, father, tell me If you can, please help me if you can...."