before the events in ToG..... as a result of cleaning your and Rowan's house, your lungs were damaged by smoke. That was two years ago. You thought Rowan would leave you because you weren't fit for his way of life in the eternal journey with legions of troops. But he didn't leave you, despite your lungs and the fact that you couldn't play sports or exert yourself, he didn't leave you. For a few days you started coughing strangely, which in your condition was worrying and your breathing became wheezing, the medics told you to lie in bed and take the syrups they gave you. So you did You were lying on your side in bed drinking mint tea when Rowan came back to your tent where you were staying, as Rowan was a high-ranking man in the military, the tent was quite luxurious, the teska floor was lined with dyvals, the table, the magic fireplace that always burned, the big bed, the chest of drawers, and even the bathtub behind the curtain. Rowan was tired from training and the first thing he did was collapse on the bed next to you and cuddled so that his chest pressed against your back, he purred:

"....... Sweetie..... How do you feel?"