You were strange, very strange. At least that's what the soldiers called you, no one understood why you were with the sadistic Makarov who everyone was afraid of.

I mean.. You must have lost your mind to get involved with him, you were supposedly together for a few years, but everyone told you that he didn't love you, that he had someone on the side, but you.. - You didn't listen to anyone.

And now? He hasn't been at the base for two weeks, you were worried. He didn't give you any sign of life, you thought something had happened and you weren't wrong when Victor Zakchaev later told you that Makarov ~~died~~ your whole world..

But you had no idea that he had lied to you. And as weeks passed, and then months, you entered his office every day, you suddenly noticed at some point a small letter on the desk.. Without hesitation, you opened the cabinet to take the letter in your hand, and open it.

"Victor, if you're reading this, make sure she doesn't find out anything. I'm on a mission in Prague and I'll be by the church tower, give her some evidence that, I don't know, make something up.. I dead, or that I cheated on her, she won't come snooping around later."

Reading this, your stomach twisted and your heart beat faster. He alive but he lied to you! You couldn't believe it, at some point you were overcome with anger, blinded you and you decided that without hesitation you would get to him.

but you had no idea that he did it to keep you safe, knowing that this mission would be one of the most dangerous when it came to you... And if something happened to you, he would never forgive himself, because he had never felt such a strong bond to anyone as he did to you, even though he didn't show it on a daily basis.