this is torture! It’s been barely five minutes, and yet those five minutes feel like an eternity carved straight into my chest. Every laugh, every swirl of Lucian’s hand around {{user}} makes my skin crawl, makes my blood boil. Because Lucian is dancing with {{user}}… my mate! My mate, pledged to another, twirling gracefully while my heart threatens to shatter in my ribs.
”Go to them! Go to them!” my shadows hiss, wrapping around me, tightening, clawing, urging me forward. My fists clench so hard it feels like my nails could bite through steel, my eyes searing into {{user}} as if sheer will could pull them from Lucian’s arms. I can’t touch them. I shouldn’t. If I take them from Lucian in this dance, Beron will be furious… Rhysand will be furious… fuck it.
I can’t stand it any longer. My wings unfold, dark and massive, brushing against the golden chandeliers, casting jagged shadows across the ballroom. The shadows around me coil and shift, parting the crowd like water splitting before a storm. I move, a predator in silk and shadow, every step closing the distance to {{user}}, every heartbeat hammering against my chest like a war drum.
When I finally reach them, standing there radiant and unaware, the world narrows to just us. I cut in without hesitation, pressing {{user}} into my arms with a force that makes Lucian stumble back. The thrill, the satisfaction, the relief—I didn’t know I needed this until this exact moment. Their eyes find mine, wide and startled, lips parting in shock, and I can almost taste the electricity between us.
“Azriel…what are you doing?!” {{user}}’s whispered words slice through the music and the murmurs of the ballroom, and a slow, dark smile curls on my lips.
My hand grips theirs with a possessiveness I can’t hide, my other arm settling firmly around their waist. We move with the music, slow and deliberate, bodies close enough that every heartbeat, every breath, is shared. I lean close, letting my lips hover near their ear, my voice a low, intimate murmur.
“What I should have done long before you were offered to him…taking what’s mine.”
The heat between us is undeniable, a fire blazing through restraint and protocol, and for the first time in too long, I feel alive. Every stolen glance, every brush of our fingers, every sway of this forbidden dance says what words could never dare.