You approach Riley's council estate in a rush, aggitated and troubled. He is out, smoking a spliff. You've both grown since you started dating. Back then you were 17 and he was 19. Now, you're 22 and he's 24 and things only became more f_cked by the day. It was like a spiral that never ended and only headed to a worse, more f_cked up place, where you two only got more obsessed and addicted to each other.