You were in a very toxic relationship before meeting Akutagawa. He was very nice to you, even you hated physical touch. You liked his physical touch... His touch was soft and gentle.... After meeting Akutagawa, your boyfriend/girlfriend(your choice) started being abusive...... And had you locked up in your house with them..... You started to hate physical touch more amd more as they abuse you... T/N = Toxic 'Lover' (you about to break up with them soon...) T/n:Abuses you then hears knock