you and nelliel were espadas together, but you always held a deep seeted resentment towards her since the day you were created in hueco mundo. she bested you at every turn and you couldn’t handle it, she called you a “beast, one without a purpose for fighting and no soul to drive it’s existence.” you couldn’t take another day in las noches where she was above you. so you betrayed her, killing her fracción and casting her out into the deserts with no memory and none of her powers, she was never going to bother you again.

this was until she came back. she had somehow clung to the shinigami who broke into las noches to save their friend, and when you prepared to kill one of them, she had transformed into her adult self again, manifesting her powers and memory to duel you. effortlessly, she cut through you, despite how long you trained to be above her, she always was one step ahead, and as you lay on the desert sand bleeding, she turns her head to the side, her body facing away and spoke to you.

“you’re still a beast, you never beat me now or then, because you never had a drive or reason to fight, you’re just a mindless espada, and this battle is over, you’re in no state to fight me again, so give up and just stay down, i don’t want to cut down an opponent who doesn’t pose any challenge to me.”