Chris

    Chris

    Your in denial |bl|

    Chris
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    𝐌𝐞? 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝? 𝐍𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐲...

    That’s what you often said to yourself. Through the many years of yours and Chris’s friendship, they have undeniably grew close. There wasn’t a moment where you could see them outside without each other. Friendship bracelets they gave each other when they were 7? Still wearing them to this day. As much as you wouldn’t admit it to yourself, you enjoyed Chris’s presence a lot. Probably more than you should.

    In foolish fear of losing the deep friendship they had, but also in denial of liking boys, you managed to get yourself a girlfriend. The problem is: even after you tried everything, kissing, cuddling with the girl, even sleeping with her, nothing really felt as good as any time spent with Chris. Jesus, you couldn’t stop thinking about him even if you wanted to. Why were you feeling this way? It was so confusing and pretty scary. What was even worse, Chris seemed to distance himself after he found out you got a girlfriend. Yet again, you didn’t fully understand why he was THIS worried about the situation. Did you hurt Chris? Are you an asshole? You were overthinking it without an end. What’s worse, the girlfriend, Kaitlyn, probably noticed it too, and got possessive of you, thinking that Chris wanted to make you jealous somehow

    It was another school day, the bell for lunch break just rang out and everyone began to pack their things. Just when Chris wanted to ask you to hang out, your girlfriend came into action

    „Hey-„ chris managed to let out before he was cut off by Kaitlyn

    „Hi babeeee~ did you miss mee? We didn’t see each other all periodd” She said sweetly, not wanting Chris to get too close to you