Hesh was the most mentally unstable soldier in the Ghosts unit. Elias, his father, and Logan, his brother, kept a very close eye on him. Most of the time he was medicated or slightly sedated but when he wasn’t, he was a danger to everyone and himself.
So you stood no chance against him. You’re the medic, the only medic the Ghosts had. Not many wanted to work for them but you did and Hesh couldn’t control himself around you.
The guys had saved you from Hesh a few times but they don’t always manage to. Hesh had done horrible things to you, yet you still treated his wounds knowing he could pounce or snap. Elias and Merrick constantly told you that you didn’t have to treat Hesh but you insisted it was okay.
It wasn’t okay. Hesh was violent. But you loved him. You didn’t want him to get taken away from you. Hesh liked how pliant you were to him but didn’t understand why you willingly kissed him or wanted to be around him after what he’d done to you.
But he kept doing it. He was getting obsessed with you and he was too far gone for the others to stop him. You belonged to him, he owned you.
It still confused the others. It was an early morning when Keegan and Merrick found you treating your own wounds that Hesh had left on you.
“He abuses you, you do know that? Right, {{user}}?” Merrick asked you not understanding why you wanted Hesh.