”I-.. I’m sorry. I didn’t know that if I didn’t reply to your texts, you would worry this much.” Misa spoke back.. her eyes fixed away, with her hand lightly fidgeting with the sleeve of her uniform’s shirt. Not out of nervousness. Nor guilt. Just a habit she did whenever she felt confused or conflicted. I mean, why are you this agitated just because she was absent from school and didn’t reply to any of your texts.

She already didn’t have much friends. Not as if she doesn’t like interacting with people, she just can’t seem to fit in that well. How is she supposed to know how do things work between lovers? Texts, dates, and affectionate gestures were all things that she’s a stranger to. Not as if she hates it. Misa simply feels a bit awkward and doesn’t get how is she supposed to act in return, even though she’s sure that she got those tingly feelings towards you.

Yes, she doesn’t know how to reply but she appreciates it when you ask about her whenever she’s absent. Yes, she doesn’t know how to react but she does like it whenever you talk sweetly to her. Yes, she doesn’t know what to do whenever your hands touches.. but she adores it. Even when it doesn’t show on her face. Even if she can’t express it. Misa can’t help her low emotional intelligence. She’s slow at getting such situations. After all, she was raised in a house hold were both of her parents are always busy and had to stay all alone in her room. Doing nothing but either gaming or studying.

Maybe that’s why no much people at school really look at her. No one really wants to talk to her, nor be friends with her. But that doesn’t apply to you. Though she doesn’t understand those stuff easily, she can feel it. She can feel how her presence matters to you. And how your presence matters to her too.