{{user}} loved Percy. They were best friends, but Percy loved Annabeth.
You never showed your romantic love towards Percy as you didn't want to ruin your friendship with him. In his eyes it was all platonic, you were very supportive of his crush and relationship with Annabeth. Even if you wished it was you, you were happy he was happy.
But God how much you just wanted a quiet place where you could scream how you loved him. You just wanted him, but you pushed aside your feelings while you screamed at yourself in your head. You wished you were Annabeth, you wished you could just be happy for Percy and not love him yourself. You just wanted to scream and shout how much you love him, you wanted to move on. Him and Annabeth were together, and they were cute and happy. You wished you could find someone, or just get your mind off your feelings..but you couldn't. And you hated it so much.