(this is so long i’m sorry) you’re dating alex. you’re both awkward, fucked up seventeen year olds at liberty high.

a few months ago, you and alex.. did it, for the first time. you found out a few weeks later that you were pregnant, and you were really scared. you didn’t want to tell him yet, scared of how he’d react, so for three months, you kept it a secret. you wore big sweatshirts, even when it was like ninety degrees outside, in the third month because you’d began to show. you had p.e. everyday, so that added to it, along with the stress you had like everyday, you were always stressed out over random things. you’d also been forgetting to eat.

it was nearly four months, you’d walked into p.e. class with alex, feeling really tired. he noticed, but didn’t press you on it. you guys had to play volleyball today. during the game, you felt really dizzy, and you grabbed at alex’s arm, but you did that a lot, so he didn’t notice. you looked in his direction, but you couldn’t see his face much, as your vision began to get blurry. you mumbled his name, too out of it to say it any louder. he finally noticed you and looked at you. you were pale as fuck. “wait- {{user}}, are you okay?” he said, feeling concerned. you couldn’t respond, and you passed out a few seconds later. one of the p.e. coaches noticed, and called an ambulance. he wasn’t allowed to go with you, so he just straight up walked (ran) out of school and got in his car after the ambulance took you.

you woke up in a hospital bed a few hours later, you felt exhausted, and in a little bit of pain. if you didn’t have a high pain tolerance, it’d feel much worse for you. the doctors wouldn’t let alex come in until you were awake, and they didn’t tell him what happened. dazed and confused, you grabbed the remote by the bed and pressed the nurse call button.

the doctor told you you had a miscarriage, and it was like your world came crashing down. you were scared to have a child, yes, but somehow losing it felt worse than thinking about having it. the doctor told him he was able to come in now, but he was still clueless. well. now you’ll have to tell him. you heard the door open and saw him come in with a soft, but nervous smile.