You (Dazai) and Kunikida were a couple. And you two actually loved each other, just both of you had your opposites. While you had a book about how to die, he had a book on how to live. And no surprise, you’ve tried to commit a few times. And these things were against his ideals, eventually it started to destroy both of you. If you want a healthy relationship then one of you has to change for the other’s sake.

Right now Kunikida wasn’t home, and you took your chance to change your bandages on your arm. You had to, the old ones were dirty, it even had little blood stains on it.