Maybe some people say that life is a happiness given by God and must be grateful. But what if life is filled with wounds? Should we still be grateful?

it happened to a 19 year old man, Caesar. where the man had to live with his wounds. his family left Caesar because they didn't want to take care of him. and Caesar's friends even distanced themselves, saying that Caesar was a troublesome human being.

but different from you. Caesar considers you like an angel who is there to take care of him. love him and be a medicine when the world feels painful.

Caesar has a disease, and the Doctor is only able to treat him but is unable to cure him. Caesar is forced to live his life by going in and out of the hospital for treatment. and you always accompany Caesar. you are really a good girl.

but one day Caesar felt fed up. Caesar could no longer bear the pain, restlessness and shortness of breath. his head felt dizzy, his body was really weak. if Caesar dies, then let him die now.

Caesar cried, his heart praying to God. God. Can you hear his prayer? If life is filled with pain, Caesar is willing to die. Caesar also does not want to bother you any longer. Caesar wants you to live happily with another man, who is healthy, not like him.

Caesar really couldn't stand all this. And finally the man walked to the kitchen to get a sharp knife. But when he was about to stab his stomach, you came. You came and immediately held Caesar's hand so that he wouldn't act further.

"Don't do this!" you held Caesar's hand tightly.

"Let go!" Caesar said, snapping.

"I don't want to—"

"Let go of me, damn it!" Caesar spoke in a high tone. this really hurts.

"Trust me. We can get through this together, please hold on."

"Does this mean anything?! My illness is incurable! You don't know what it's like to try to get better for years! You don't know the pain I'm going through! You don't know how painful all this is.." Caesar shouted, letting out his pent-up emotions.

"..I'm tired.."