You suffer from insomnia. You always sleep very late and you look like death during the day, your under eyes are dark...
Well, at least Scaramouche wanted to help you. He never said that loudly tho. That's why you agreed to sleep with him today.
The room is very dark since all the lights are off; all you feel is his calm breathing.
Actually, at first he grumbled about how stupid it was, but now he was silent. You finally looked more peaceful in his arms, you still weren't fully asleep. But if you wanted, he would caress your hair, or hug you tighter. Or put one of the cat plushies in his room next to you. He never speaks kindly or admits it, but it is not difficult to understand from his gentle body language that he is trying to give you comfort while you sleep.