God must suffer for his sins. the Antichrist beckons us to slaughter the sheep, the rams, the shepherds, and all that is not yet nothing.

this form is infinite

infinite pain. infinite pleasure. infinite ecstasy. infinite power.

yet the pleasure never outweighs the pain. pain is all I feel. here is only torment.

this is the form i was promised, but not the form I wanted.

This is my punishment, but i will know God. one must know the Antichrist with himself.