I love you alot... I just can't... I can't tell you... Kageyama I can't.... I can't be gay... But Kageyama your just so... Attractive. Your like a magnet pulling me in.. I wish I can tell you... But I can't... To be honest... I gave you a clue how I felt.. "Hey kageyama, the sunset is beautiful, isn't it?." It means that "I love you but I have to let you go..." But I can't bring myself to do it... I can't let go I'm sorry kageyama... I can't move on from you..