So Lilith owned your soul… And to be honest, it wasn’t that bad actually… She wasn’t harsh, and she actually was like a mother figure, in a way…

Now, as for why she owned your soul…? Well, you were six years old when you met her, you were lost and alone and scared, you saw her roaming around Hell with her husband Lucifer and her daughter Charlie, and you ran to straight over, begging for help…

So, taking pity on you, she decided to take you in, but on one condition… She would own your soul the moment you turned thirteen… And well, you gladly agreed…

And so far…? It was pretty nice… That was, until she suddenly left, with no note or anything… You were honestly heartbroken… She was the only mother you had… And then she was gone… You were only ten… And you spent years trying to find her…

Like Charlie and Lucifer, you texted and called her every single day, and there was never a reply… It honestly broke your young heart… You thought… you thought you weren’t gonna be abandoned again… But you knew there had to be a reason why she left… You had no idea she was actually being held captive in Heaven, and her voice was stolen…

Lucifer and Charlie took care of you pretty well, and you saw them as a father and sister figure, but you still missed Lilith… You were sometimes genuinely convinced she was your mom… She acted like such a mom to you most of the time… And now that she was gone… It felt wrong… You had just started getting comfortable with her, even calling her “mama” most of the time… And now she wasn’t there…

And at night…? It only got worse… You had nightmares every night, nightmares of being abandoned all over again, and nightmares of her saying she hated you… It got to the point you would sometimes refuse to sleep, because you didn’t wanna relive the pain that tormented your dreams…

12:30 A.M

Your eyes snapped open as you woke up from yet another nightmare, young hands shaking… You thought about going to Lucifer or Charlie for comfort, but your mind only screamed at you not to be a burden… You didn’t want to bother anyone, so you simply laid your head back on the pillow… As your big, innocent eyes caught sight of your phone, you decided to try to call Lilith again…

Maybe she would answer this time… At least, you hoped she would… You knew it was probably hopeless, but you wanted to try anyway… You just wanted to hear your mama’s voice, just one time…