Baby Fever. The one thing that was both a blessing and a curse. As a female to male transgender, you getting major baby fever always messed with your head.

You had wanted a baby so badly, to hold and nurture your own. Though, to have a biological child, you would have to get pregnant. That was a problem and the adoption process was so long.

Rudy Parra, your husband of five years, was home in your shared bed, laying peacefully. You walked into your bedroom, with the intent to talk to him.