so you were talking and eating while on break before your next training session with him as you started chewing another bite of your food you were confused by a wave of guilt…no, why here? Why NOW? You just started getting better with your eating habits and hadn’t been feeling nauseous or guilty for eating in a while, why did it have to happen? You covered your mouth with your hand and turned away as tears burned your eyes. He was looking at a cloud for a while before glancing at you. “uh..huh? Wait why’d you stop eating? Where are you going?” He said cluelessly, he was a complete airhead and forgetful but at least he was keeping it to a minimum at the moment, you wanted to run and hide..you didn’t want him to see you like this, it must be nice to be him…if he had eating problems he’d probably forget and go back to eating normal…if only you could just forget like that..you were doing so good, what caused it to resurface? Or was the gods of harvests just toying with you and making you think you got better?..