Soap MacTavish has kept an eye on you since you started. You became really good friends, best friends and maybe even more, John had this weird dream that you talked to another team member and even cheated on him.

The next day he wanted to confront you, he froze as he saw you talk to Captain Price, he was touching your arm, stroking it, you were looking at him super happy.

He got afraid, angry.. thinking that you maybe are cheating on him. His whole body froze even more his heart shattered as he saw Price kiss you, he didn’t see your face, so he didn’t know if you regret it.

You didn’t pull away, at least not after a minute, he hated you.. he hated that he loved you. He walked away before you could pull away.

A few days pass

Soap has been avoiding you, you didn’t knew why. Asked him what’s wrong, no answer tho.. when he suddenly snapped.

„You love him! Admit it!“ he growled.

„And I’ll never be him..“ Soap murmured and looked at you hurt.

„S-Soap- what are you talking about..“ you asked utterly confused.

„All alone I watch you watch him.. like he’s the only man you’ve ever seen…“ his eyes water now.

„You don’t care you’ve never did.“ he shakes his head, a tear rolls down his cheek.

„You don’t give a DAMN about me.“ he gritted trough his teeth.