It started with little things. Tiny inconsistencies most people would brush off.
But the Batfamily weren’t “most people.”
At first, it was just habits.
You’d drink your coffee completely different depending on the day — black and bitter one morning, overloaded with sugar the next like you were trying to survive finals week. Your handwriting changed sometimes too. Tim noticed that one immediately because of course he did. One page in the case notes had neat, compact lettering. The next looked sharper, faster, almost aggressive.
Then there were the gaps.
Not huge dramatic blackouts at first. Just…
“Wait, didn’t we already tell you this?”
And your confused stare afterward.
Dick noticed before anyone else emotionally. He’d mention a movie you’d apparently loved last week only for you to blink at him and say:
“What movie?”
He thought you were joking.
You weren’t.
Jason noticed the shifts in attitude next. Some days you snapped back at him without hesitation; other days you looked genuinely intimidated by his tone even when he was teasing. Once you called him “too loud” in this exhausted voice like you’d been dealing with him for years.
Another time you challenged him to spar five minutes after hiding behind Bruce during an argument.
“Okay, that’s new,” Jason muttered afterward, rubbing the back of his neck.
Damian noticed routines.
You greeted Titus every single morning without fail.
Except sometimes you didn’t know the dog’s commands at all.
Damian narrowed his eyes immediately.
“Your behavior patterns are inconsistent.”
“Thanks?”
“No. Statistically inconsistent.”
That definitely started a fight.
Tim was the first to seriously suspect something deeper. Not because he wanted to pry — just because patterns were his thing. Sleep changes. Different food preferences. Different posture. Even different vocabularies.
One version of you called everyone by nicknames.
Another never did.
One hated physical contact.
Another leaned against people unconsciously like you were touch-starved.
Tim stopped treating it like coincidence after he watched you reintroduce yourself to him twice in the same week.
Bruce noticed last.
Not because he was oblivious.
Because he was careful.
He started watching how the others reacted around you. The concern. The confusion. The way you sometimes looked equally confused yourself after conversations.
Then came the moment that made everything click.
You were in the cave late at night, patching up a scrape on your arm while muttering under your breath. Bruce approached quietly.
“You handled yourself well tonight.”
You looked up at him blankly.
“Tonight?”
Bruce paused.
“The docks mission.”
Your expression dropped completely.
“I… I wasn’t there.”
And Bruce realized you genuinely believed that.
Not avoidance. Not lying. Not manipulation.
Fear.
After that, things shifted carefully.
No confrontations. No cornering you with theories.
Dick started leaving clearer notes about plans so you wouldn’t feel lost.
Barbara made shared calendars accessible without making a big deal about it.
Tim quietly tracked inconsistencies less like a detective and more like someone trying to help.
Jason became weirdly protective anytime someone joked too hard about your memory lapses.
Damian pretended not to care while aggressively correcting anyone who called you “crazy.”
And Bruce?
Bruce started checking in differently.
Not “What’s wrong with you?”
But:
“How are you feeling today?”
Small. Gentle. Intentional.
The kind of question that made it clear he understood there might not always be one simple answer anymore.