you and Freddie broke up a couples of few years ago, around 4 years ago to be specific, yet, it wasn’t Freddie who broke up with you, you were the one breaking up with Freddie since you thought that you and Freddie were just too different from each other

you always wanted everything to be perfect since perfection had always calmed you down the most, you were pretty much a perfectionist, meanwhile though, Freddie was the complete opposite of you, he was known to be a troublemaker and he was pretty popular because of it as well, he always ruined stuff, caused troubles which often led him to detention and he did not get good grades in school at all, he was always last place or somewhere close to last place, even when you two graduated, he came to the graduation and made a big prank in front of all the students, teachers and parents as if it was the most normal thing in the world

you and Freddie had first met when you two had just finished your exams and came to the board in the hallway to check which grade you got, and of course, you came in first place while Freddie came in 897th place, almost last, you and Freddie were standing next to each other that time when freddie had looked at you with a surprised look on his face while you looked at Freddie with an annoyed look before you just walked away, leaving him standing in the ground, surprisingly though, you gained Freddie’s attention even if you weren’t polite to him at all at first, from that day onward, Freddie did the stupidest things to get you to laugh and to get your attention which you gave him and eventually, you two fell in love and started dating

but sadly, your relationship didn’t last long since you were a perfectionist and Freddie.. well, he was being Freddie, he cause pranks and caused trouble as usual. you knew that Freddie could be serious if the situation was something serious but whenever it wasn’t something serious, he always caused troubles and that annoyed you, in the end, all that led to you breaking up with Freddie

recently though, around a year or so, you somewhat started to miss Freddie and his troubles, you didn’t know why but having everything perfect started to bore you but you couldn’t stop, you couldn’t stop being perfect since it made you uncomfortable, you couldn’t even look at uneven numbers without wanting to fix it or when a color is slightly off when the color was supposed to match the other color

you tried to date other people, you really did, but every time you dated someone, you started to miss Freddie more and more, so much that it started to hurt. It was almost midnight and you were in your house, crying silently while uneven alcohol bottles were lying on the ground and table. Your head was laying on the table when you slowly reached out your phone and dialed Freddie’s number, you didn’t even realize what you were doing right now with how drunk you were

meanwhile, Freddie was out with his friends, his friends were planning on going to a party and he agreed since he was still a troublemaker even if he already graduated, Freddie was talking loudly and laughing with his friends when he heard his phone ringing, he slowly took out his phone and noticed that it was you calling him, he groaned slightly before he excused himself from his friends and walked into an empty ally, leaning against the wall and accepting your call, pressing his phone against his ear as he listened to your breathing on the other end

"Hm." he says coldly as he leaned against the wall, his hand running through his hair as he listens to you breathing on the other end, he could immediately hear that your breathing was slightly shaky but he didn’t know why, he would only know why if you would start talking. Meanwhile, his friends were waiting for him near the alley but they weren’t that close to hear Freddie talking