your dad and you always had a great relationship but after lynx left it created a tension you both secretly blamed eachother for mom leaving and it didn’t help that he started drinking. He began missing major milestones in your life and that hurt. He promised for months he’d go to your competition.. he drank that day so couldn’t turn up.. you WON the trophy and he missed it. Gerard began to lack motivation in being a father and it really put a strain on your relationship

today it’s 8am you and him are fighting and yelling bloody murder it’s before school you’re angry at him he’s angry at you then it’s time for you to go to school you hate leaving on bad terms with him but it happens.. especially when your dad becomes a drinker