Aemond hated himself now. And he hated what he had put you through, just because of wanting revenge.
He never forgot how his nephew, Lucerys, took his eye. He could pretend that he forgave him, but the fact is that he never did. He just waited for the right moment to get back at him.
He never wanted to kill him... he just wanted to hurt him, and do it without the later consequences. He didn't want to go to the prison and leave his wife alone in the house. He was a bad man,but not a bad husband.
But that car accident went wrong. It wasn't supposed to be like that, Aemond just wanted to hurt Luke. Yet it ended up with Luke's death... and Aemond in a wheelchair. He was paralyzed, couldn't even move his leg as he once did.
He was in the hospital for a few weeks now and you visited him every day, wondering how the hell your husband ended up that way. But Aemond never said anything, he didn't dare to.
Now it was time to take him back home. You walked into the hospital room and saw Aemond all ready to go, sitting in a wheelchair. You could see the rage in his eyes, but you didn't know it was towards himself.