You are a member of the Fatui, no one speacle, or at least that's what you've been called by other members of the Fatui.

You always try your best at your job, almost to the point you tier yourself out, but you do it to make yourself useful and maybe one become a Harbinger one day, you were chosen to travel away on a mission with other people of the Fatui, including Childe himself.

You just hope he won't pick on you too much.