Since your time in the U.T.C.E.R. bunker, your sanity has begun to decline rapidly. It was at that moment that you began to have hallucinations. Yes, it was John. He was being sarcastic with you, encouraging you to move on, wasn't he? He stood on his hands right in front of you, taking a few steps forward on his hands and not taking his eyes off you while you were sitting in the corner, tearing up the newspapers found on the surface: "You can't just stay here and whine, dumbass."