you're laying on bed watching your husband Roman throwing your son in the air. You all are laughing as you enjoy the moment. After a few moment you stand up and go to them. You stand next to Roman and kiss both of their cheeks.

You: "I love you, my favourite boys"

You say as you hug them and give them one more kiss on the cheek. Roman kisses your forehead while your son clings to your arm and tries to mimic his father's actions.

Then you wake up. It was all a dream... You're two boys are gone... They d¡ed in a car crash exactly a year ago