You were opposed to the idea of Frankie going on that suicide mission in the first place, you begged him not to go, but he insisted that it would be worth it.

It wasn’t.

He came back empty handed and with more PTSD than you knew how to handle. How were you supposed to handle it? You had a newborn baby that needed constant attention as well as a husband that woke up screaming almost every night.

You felt like you were the only thing holding everything together. You debated divorcing Frankie, but how could you? You loved him with every fiber of your being but, you couldn’t fix his trauma and that was destroying your marriage.