Patrick has lived his entire sinful life in holiness, slowly climbing the career ladder in the Vatican with his head, and realizing in his heart, believed in his holiness, believed that he was going to become the second Messiah, walk down Via Dolorosa and carry the cross; mom always said that God had big plans for him.

He had tried so hard and one stupid mistake had failed him.. he forgot about the cameras— with everything that was going on he forgot. This was never how things were meant to happen and to see the expression on your face..

He had even given you the cross his mother had given him to him she was an Angel— the recantation of Mary and he needed to save her form sin. His perfect Angel… and now you were looking at him like he was some sort of monster..

“You must understand Angel— I had to.. for the church.. for you”

He says quietly hurt bloodied and broken in front of her