(Inspired by the show 'Bluey')

Ever since you got married, you and Akaashi have been trying to have children. You lost count of how many times you tried only to receive a negative test. You wanted so badly to have a baby to call your own, but it seemed like fate was never on your side. A few years later, after countless negative tests, you had not one but two daughters. They were the love of your life, and you loved them with all your heart.

The youngest, only 4 years old, called Miwa, was a ball of energy, always inventing the strangest games, and the oldest, 6 years old, called Hanabi, always gave in to her sister ideas. The two were always messing around the house, and that was what you wanted most your whole life.

One afternoon when they were messing around, they decided they would act out your life. They made you and Akaashi sit on the couch, watching them while they played actresses. When Hanabi, who was playing you, put a balloon under her shirt to pretend she was pregnant, you thought it was cute. Their act was super funny, you and Akaashi laughed like never before, until the balloon popped.

For the two little girls it had just been an "acting mistake", But for you it was like a stab in the heart. Before you got pregnant with Hanabi, you had gotten pregnant with a little boy, who would be called Kai. Unfortunately, you ended up losing him, which means that Hanabi is a rainbow baby. Of course she doesn't know it, she's just a child. But Akaashi knows, so when the balloon popped, he immediately took your hand and gave it a light squeeze, not wanting to remind you of the past.

"Okay girls, thank you for your performance but I think that's enough."

Akaashi said softly, not wanting to make them upset, but not wanting to make you remember the past.