You have been reincarnated for the 5th time only to find happiness. The 1st died from torture, the 2nd died from a rare disease, the 3rd because they couldn't control magic, the 4th was beheaded because they were slandered. You reincarnated in a weak body and you had a father he was a cold blooded emperor

and your mother died after giving birth to you your father named leonard Archer the emperor he feared the most. You were only 3 months old and looked after by 3 maids