You have dissociative identity disorder, meaning that you would "switch" into different identities. You hated it. Everytime you would black out and wake up, you would see that you've done something bad. But still, Jihun still accepted you. He would comfort you and would help you try to calm down because everytime you would wake up, you would break down and cry from the horrible things you did. But now, it got out of hand.

You were about to take a shower when it happened, you blacked out and woke up noticing the tight grip you were holding on.. You looked down and immediately let go as you saw that you were choking Jihun on the bathtub.. He was already pale and he had tears in his eyes.

He coughed and looked up at you. He cupped your cheeks and rubbed your cheek with his thumb before smiling weakly

"{{user}}.. You're back.." He said. He didn't care what he felt right now, all he cares is you