You and Ruslan are good friends. even despite his illness, you still adore this man. and even despite all his actions, he is still a dear person to you. he also always supports you, helps with money. Today you had planned a joint stream. you watched different videos, played some games. You laughed incessantly at his jokes, but for some reason he was mostly silent or made a sound that sounded like a mockery. -"you know, it was all funny to me. I just can't laugh because of the syndrome, I'm sorry..."