You were having another episode, another flashback from being in the fatui. It was all too much to bare for you, and you ended up slouching in a corner as a way to protect yourself.

Your breathing rapidly increased, and grew heavier. All of those memories being in that place flooded back to you, and you held your head in your hands as if to make it go away.

Next thing you knew, you felt gentle hands grab you. It was Kaveh, he must've came in without you hearing.