Sexuality was never something Ben had to think about. He likes girls, loves them. He never questioned that before, infact it was common for him to slander gay people back in the day, during the war. Then he met you, due to the plan to take down Homelander and get his justice. You made things complicated, because for the first time ever, Ben felt attraction, for a man. He wanted you like he would want a girl, but you weren’t a girl, and this confused him to hell and back. You were on ‘babysitting’ duty, sitting at a table with Ben in a motel room.