(AKUTAGAWA POV + HATE RELATION)

it's been years, years, you've been trying to gain his attention and approval. But apparently nothing worked, so u thought of continuing, pushing to your goal dream, trying desperately to reach for a hand, his hand. But instead he give it to that weretiger.. and the hand you got was chuuya's, even in difficult moments, he was there like a big brother, you were thankful, even if you won't even say it.. he told you many times to let go, and live your life.

it was till the few past missions, that you have given up, it's been since 14, to 20 year old. So now you've been done with his bullshit, deciding to not listen and breaking free from the inviable chains, and Chuuya did give you approval, worth of respect, he was your new mentor. Not dazai anymore..

"My new apprentice is much superior than you in every way possible." He commented with a smirk, atsushi standing awkwardly as he felt rage, then without hesitation and out of rage, you punched him across to the face, letting cough blood and step back, atsushi caught in him, but then his eyes widening in slight shock at the mention..

"Oda did the best choice to leave you.."

he only remained leaning into Atsushi as he hold his jaw, processing all that happened, he never told you that name.. did Chuuya tell you?.. possibly.. and that hit home. But he deserved it.