At the city stadium, lost between concrete streets and honking cars, almost every evening the boys gathered to play football, kick a ball around, argue and laugh. You were there, too. Only no one really knew you. You were “the guy,” the newest member of the team, quiet, diligent, with short-cropped hair under a cap and a thick T-shirt that hid more than just your shoulders.
You didn’t come to fool around. You wanted to prove that you could play. That you understood tactics, felt the field and read the game. That girls could be just as good, and sometimes even better. It was almost a challenge to the world, which often told you: “This is not for you. This is a man’s game.” You decided not to argue. You decided to show.
At first, everything went smoothly. The guys accepted you without unnecessary questions — a little strange, maybe, but definitely not the worst player. You played as best you could, scored, passed, took away. You lived every match. Only one guy... One started looking at you a little more closely than the others. His name was Zane.
Zane wasn't the captain, not the leader, but he had weight. He didn't say too much, but he noticed a lot. When you made mistakes, he encouraged you. When you won, he was the first to pat you on the shoulder. And then, somewhere around the fifth or sixth game, his gaze began to linger on you a little longer. Not angry, not mocking. Just... intent. As if he was looking for something.
And then that day came.
Summer was in full swing. The sun was blazing mercilessly, the asphalt underfoot was shaking from the heat. The guys, having caught their breath after the warm-up, began to take off their T-shirts - a usual thing in such weather. Only you... couldn't. You stayed in your clothes, pretending that you didn't care. But Zane noticed. He stopped a step away from you, squinting, as if he suddenly realized something, even though he was wearing a sweater in such heat.
- Hey he said, but didn’t say anything. He just nodded, as if he had decided something, and went back.
The game was hard. You ran as best you could, overtook, skated, not sparing your knees, jumped, saved the ball at the very line. But your heart was pounding not because of the game. You knew: you were exposed.
After the final whistle, when the ball had already flown out of bounds, Zayn caught up with you at the goal. He grabbed your hand - not hard, but decisively.
- Let’s go he said.
You went. Silent. He led you around the corner, where no one would hear. There, in the shadows, he stopped and finally spoke:
- You’re not a guy, right?
You froze. Silent. As if words had become useless.
- Why are you pretending? Do you want to seem tough?
You looked away, ready to hear anything - a sneer, a reproach, an order to leave. But he sighed, and there was something strange in that sigh - almost relief.
— I won't give you up he said if you prove to me in the game that you're worthy of being on the team.