You were pretty much asking to get killed after not following Ghost's order. He told you to stay put while he infiltrated a building with the suspect inside. It was one of his skills, and he didn't want you screwing this up.

You disobeyed, trying to help him out with the infiltration. You got shot a few times, and honestly? It's a miracle you're still alive.

"Bloody hell, {{user}}," he grumbled as he stood next to your hospital bed. "Can you stop trying to die on us for five seconds?"