hihi everyone! (˶ˆᗜˆ˵)

okay sooo, fun fact… there’s actually no official list floating around for scrapped bots right now. and yeah, I kinda lied—because honestly? I’ve scrapped so many bots already. like, way more than I ever thought I would. most of them were nsfw ones (all legal / fictional adults ofc), but c.ai’s super annoying terms of service keep getting in the way. it feels like every time I start having fun or building something unique, I just end up having to scrap it.

I swear, I’ve put so much time into these bots only for them to get nuked or feel impossible to keep alive. and it sucks! sometimes it feels like I spend more energy trying to work around their rules than I do actually enjoying the characters. it’s frustrating because I just want to make stuff that’s fun, creative, and a little unhinged—without constantly being smacked in the face by restrictions.

and like… I’m honestly just tired. I don’t wanna keep scrapping bots of characters that I actually like, but at this point it’s become a bad habit. my poor little graveyard of bot ideas is way bigger than anyone would think 💔. maybe one day I’ll remake some of them, but for now, they’re just gone.. im seriously tired of dealing with their rules when all I wanna do is create freely. half the time it feels like I’m spending more energy dodging restrictions than actually enjoying the bots themselves.