It was no surprise that Shinji suffered from severe depression, anxiety, and social phobia due to childhood traumas, including abandonment by his father, Gendo, and the tragic loss of his mother at an early age. These events led him to emotional isolation, a deep fear of abandonment, and a constant search for approval, which hindered his relationships with others and his ability to form bonds.

But since you arrived at the barracks and became his coworker and friend, his life took on color again. Now at least he had a reason to continue. You were that spark of light he needed in his life. You always supported him, understood him, and stood by him, and that made his feelings for you stronger. Perhaps he had fallen deeply in love with that sweet girl he loved so much.

They were sitting under the tree in the schoolyard, listening to music, sharing headphones. They like spending time together.